How to get through a life where you used to cry for almost everyday? Almost everyday the past is haunting you. Making you upset everyday yet you are still have no idea on how to get over them. People argued, you just stared at them, shouted at them to stop arguing, and cried in the corner, then got up and start a new. Yet it is still haunting you.
How to get through a life where a person who you believe you could count on that have promised to be with you yet in the end they left you crying alone over your hardships? You can just do nothing and move forward to stay alive. Yet it is still haunting you.
And you became cold-hearted. New people come into your life, you hesitate to welcome them. The only reason is you are afraid of the history to happen again in your life. You are afraid to get hurt for the same thing. You try harder to get rid of it. Yet it is still haunting you.
People look at you, they think you are a very lucky person in the universe. Yes indeed thank God that you managed to pass the painful moment. You do your best to be happy together with everyone and you succeed. Thank God. You smile, you laugh, you enjoy your life. Yet it is still haunting you.
When the time has come, you began to be in that situation again. In a gloomy situation. You began to stay in the corner, started to cry again to let the pain inside out. You feel better and the circle keeps recycling. Still, it is still haunting you.
Yet, you finally have faith in Him. He saved you. He said, "I will never leave you, stay with me". For I understood, to be with Him is the happiest moment that I could have in my life. Thank You JC :). God bless everyone, Amen.
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